I wish I have enough strength to carry on.
I’m not sure how long and how far I could carry on.
I made up my mind and chose you, by that I know I enrolled to a tough path, a long one.
From the moment of decision, every move of my life is for you.
I gave up on what I’d never thought I could in this life.
My morning and night, my breath in and out, are meant for you.
Because I believe in us, I believe in our love.
I believe that I could be patient and it will be worth it.
I believe that love is black colour as I am willing to swollow up all poisons.
I told myself to carry on loving you even there are thousand reasons not to.
But how far a girl’s heart could endure.
A heart which experienced all sort of pains, a broken heart which survives with a glimspe of hope.
All the poisons I swollowed up are killing me.
Even I stopped myself, even I keep telling myself to believe,
the strength inside me is burning.
It’s hard for me to see those pictures, those songs, the hashtag, which are meant for someone else.
It’s hard to me to know that your heart and your attention is not with me only.
How much a girl’s heart could endure that.
ต้องแข็งแกร่ง ต้องเข้มแข็งแค่ไหน ถึงจะไม่รู้สึกรู้สา
I did keep it to myself all along. But baby, even I dont want to know, I know.
Even one rythm of your breath changed, I know.
I cant stand when I know your move and your thought are changing and moving far away from me.
I dont want to be this quick, I dont want to know what it is.
I want to be able to hypnotize myself and feel nothing.
Sorry Namrin, you overestimated yourself.
You are weak.
You are just an ordinary girl.
You lost to those poisons.
Baby, I am drowning.
I sucked it up and smiled, but I cannot do it anymore.
I cannot hold my tears.
I cannot deny that my heart is aching.
I am sorry, baby.
I dont want to give up on you, but I m not sure how.
So it’s not gonna be easy, it’s going to be really hard. We’re gonaa have to work at this everyday.
But I want to do that, because I want you, all of you, you and me everyday.
But if you don’t fight for us, I dont know how far I could carry on. It’s like I’m diving in a dark and very cold cave. Only your hand holding my hand is guiding me. But when it lets loose, I feel like I am left to die in that cave alone.
If you love someone else, go for that love.
I love you enough to let you go.
I didn’t owe you anything, nor do you.
Noone is deserved to be treated like option.
I donot beg you to love me, because that kind of love isnt worth having.
I’ve learnt how to let you go, day by day. I’m ready now.
I will not blame you for not choosing me, or making me sad.
It’s me who is too weak.
It’s my little heart which is not be able to take those poisons.
Please forgive me for those weakness.
Wish you goodluck and goodbye.
I made up my mind and chose you, by that I know I enrolled to a tough path, a long one.
From the moment of decision, every move of my life is for you.
I gave up on what I’d never thought I could in this life.
My morning and night, my breath in and out, are meant for you.
Because I believe in us, I believe in our love.
I believe that I could be patient and it will be worth it.
I believe that love is black colour as I am willing to swollow up all poisons.
I told myself to carry on loving you even there are thousand reasons not to.
But how far a girl’s heart could endure.
A heart which experienced all sort of pains, a broken heart which survives with a glimspe of hope.
All the poisons I swollowed up are killing me.
Even I stopped myself, even I keep telling myself to believe,
the strength inside me is burning.
It’s hard for me to see those pictures, those songs, the hashtag, which are meant for someone else.
It’s hard to me to know that your heart and your attention is not with me only.
How much a girl’s heart could endure that.
ต้องแข็งแกร่ง ต้องเข้มแข็งแค่ไหน ถึงจะไม่รู้สึกรู้สา
I did keep it to myself all along. But baby, even I dont want to know, I know.
Even one rythm of your breath changed, I know.
I cant stand when I know your move and your thought are changing and moving far away from me.
I dont want to be this quick, I dont want to know what it is.
I want to be able to hypnotize myself and feel nothing.
Sorry Namrin, you overestimated yourself.
You are weak.
You are just an ordinary girl.
You lost to those poisons.
Baby, I am drowning.
I sucked it up and smiled, but I cannot do it anymore.
I cannot hold my tears.
I cannot deny that my heart is aching.
I am sorry, baby.
I dont want to give up on you, but I m not sure how.
So it’s not gonna be easy, it’s going to be really hard. We’re gonaa have to work at this everyday.
But I want to do that, because I want you, all of you, you and me everyday.
But if you don’t fight for us, I dont know how far I could carry on. It’s like I’m diving in a dark and very cold cave. Only your hand holding my hand is guiding me. But when it lets loose, I feel like I am left to die in that cave alone.
If you love someone else, go for that love.
I love you enough to let you go.
I didn’t owe you anything, nor do you.
Noone is deserved to be treated like option.
I donot beg you to love me, because that kind of love isnt worth having.
I’ve learnt how to let you go, day by day. I’m ready now.
I will not blame you for not choosing me, or making me sad.
It’s me who is too weak.
It’s my little heart which is not be able to take those poisons.
Please forgive me for those weakness.
Wish you goodluck and goodbye.
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